Sunday, June 28, 2009/12:17 AM
You know how many tears i cried for you just now?.Offing the light with a sad song being played,Sat on my bed looking out the window and been asking myself Why must all this happened?.Been waiting for you to online but when i browsed through your tagged,stated you're online and when i visited your blog.You don't even reply my tag,instead you replied kid sanchi's tag.I was so deeply blown by it.Thinking of shutting down the comp and sleep since i've not been getting enough sleep but i strive and kept waiting.My head is so heavy right now and my eyes are half opened and yet i still wait.Why?Because i want to settle everything with you.I don't want to go to bed being mad at you neither do i want you to go to bed being mad at me.You said you're the one who always be blamed and said i was only being self-centred,I was truly hurt.So,all this while when we're not in a good terms,you're the only one who apologise first?.Didn't i take any blame amongst all the quarrels that we've been through?.Maybe i should stop typing as tears starts falling.Maybe what i've told you is right.I'm not good enough for you........)':